20 days from my last post
3rd week of lecture
Suddenly felt motivated to blog.
So,
Blog lo.
This semester is no less hectic. Assignments poured in since the very first week. Every lecturer has his/her own expectation on us (exclude those lazy ones), and expect something out of us.
(Most important thing is what you/I want out of yourself/myself.)
I think i'm getting better in managing time by fitting in little but time consuming errands into my day-dreaming time. Seeing KC endlessly doing her activity anytime, anywhere, has more or less taught me how to fit things better.
This is very not me. Although a (suppose to be successful) person need to be good in multitasking and time managing, but it seriously affect my rest hours.
Because day-dreaming is very important for me. A few friends said i have an old woman body which is mainly due to lack of sleep. I sleep approximately 5 hours a day, normal. So i don't understand what's wrong with me.
I suppose i don have enough day-dreaming time, or nap time, or i simply need to sleep more than anybody.
Therefore i'm not a superwoman type and i should cease myself from TRYING to become one.
Everyday, lying on the bed becomes a luxury.
Time? No.
And i need to be very bold once in a while to leave things behind and relax a bit outside the stuffy room, or push away all the stuffs and just sleep (this i haven't tried).
Which i think i'm doing pretty well in it, but i guess it's not enough.
Should think of a solution....
A few events i like to highlight here. At least these have made up my dull, boring routine.
15 episodes of Heroes during NEW YEAR weekend.
I miss the good old time when i could watch series like there's nothing else to do. I was really delighted.
Avatar on Dec 30 and Sherlock Holmes on Jan 1
Two most wanted-to-watch movies this month. Satisfied. Like the visual sense in Avatar, and the setting and background in Sherlock Holmes. Subarashii~
Visitation of Taman Megah Handicapped and Homeless Children home Jan 3
We visited it for proficiency project. This is a meaningful visit to me and Wang Shan, and i guess also with Jessie and Yuan. It's not exciting or new but rather it's saddening. Children who know nothing are being taken cared of by a number of selfless volunteers. Once i a while if i don't think about it i thought i was the most unfortunate person in the world. Now, who are?
PKV CM's Family Planning Retreat Jan 8 - Jan 10
We went to EL Sanctuary, Melaka. It's a super duper nice place. I escaped the routine in campus and had fun there. The food provided there is (un-describe-able). The spagetti on the first night was better than any spagetti i've eaten in KL (needless to say 1000X better than what i cooked). We successfully planned out whole-year programme, reminded ourselves with our duty in campus, and enjoyed ourselves very much.
(With li jye and the dogs cutie who accompanied us to the woods and looked out for peculiar animals for us human visitors)
Billie's birthday celebration Jan 15
Pizza Hut, my second time in KL. I went there for the first time last semester for Marilynn's bday, this time Billie's. Enjoyed the salad. Then had my (and Billie's) first Red Box. I finally know why IngChan said K-ing is addicting. So sorry la, last time kept rejecting your offer, IngChan. We had a great time, everyone sang her lung out. Then, went home reluctantly.
Edu Fac HaiNan Chicken Rice
Nowadays i have my lunch mostly at the faculty. Luckily there's this new stall, i heard it's from twelve college, that sells chinese taste. HaiNan Chicken Rice is my favourite (so far). Thanks to it, i don't need to eat the crappy oily with leftover-vege food every afternoon. Although now i'm starting to get fed up with it (ate 3 times last week, once this week), but it's still nice la. However i guess i'll not stand it for another couple of times gua.
Random good food
Guess i'm somehow like tomato said, looking to food for pleasure? Random food do enlighten me. The banana i bought at carefour makes me feel contended, the cheese cake tomato brought add some flavours to my sense of taste.
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Too much of 'I' up there.
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Pastor Tong said young people nowadays always thing of "My Ideal" but seldom thing of "The Ideal Me".
My Ideal = I want this/that and (who cares what happen).
Ideal Me = What do i have to do to achieve a better me.
This made me think.
And it all comes back to God after all that i've done. How am i going to honour Him in things i do? Some are so dedicated and faithful they do and try to throw away those unlawful in God's eyes. And i'm not doing good enough.
Not yet, i always tell myself.
Time is passing freakingly fast. The DAY will come, without anybody knowing it. When He knocks on my door, am I prepared to open it?
I always HOPE i am.
Do I?
